This marks the first week where after chemo, I actually feel like a decent person. I had mentioned that I had cramps but that was about all I had this time around. I don't feel like eating much these days which is probably a bad thing. If I'm not hungry I've always just not ate. Plus it's not like I'm running around burning tons of calories or anything. So I justified that if I'm not hungry it's ok to eat a light meal.
I'm having an issue talking to people. I feel like the most interesting thing about me is that I'm getting chemo. I don't want to talk about it all the time and I don't want it to be the thing that defines me. However, when I get in a conversation all I can think about is... chemo. If a friend doesn't ask me I feel like they don't care about me. If they do ask then I get the feeling its the only important thing about me. The bad part is that I don't have too much going on. I need a solution so I feel more interesting.
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