Purging

My insides. Yes, I'm purging my insides but not by choice. You see, today is Ash Wednesday and I fast between meals. So no snacks and nothing to drink but water in between meals. I know that "if you are ill" you don't have to fast. I already feel horrible since I missed mass today. I haven't missed Ash Wednesday mass ... possibly ever? So the least I can do is fast. Fasting is a sacrifice and normally while hard, I can do it. Today, I feel like I've been puking up water and my pills for anti-nausea. Gross.

Only 4 more methotrexate/vinblastine treatments.

I just want to stop puking. Please?