Well, I had my second bone treatment with Zometa and I'm glad that I didn't have any weird or cooky side effects. I'm getting chemo tomorrow which is one of my last appointments. Seriously I only have 4 more appointments after tomorrow.
I'm also excited because next week is my treatment free week. I just looked at a calendar and my last free week would have been in January. I had chemo, bone treatment or was sick for 7 weeks straight. I'm anxious to finish this up so I can go back to my normal life. Normal work, working out and living life. It sometimes feels like the last 4 years got sucked up into dealing with this thing in my arm. I'll be glad when it's over.... and when it's next year at this time and I'm still tumor-growth-free.
You know what makes me worried? That sometimes I fall or do klutzy things. Like yesterday, I slipped on the floor and landed on my arm. I mean, that what people do. You brace for the fall with your arms. Anyway, I fell on my left arm. I worry that after treatment is done, I'll fall on my arm and it will make the growth start.
I totally understand. I worry about falling and when I do I always stop and think "ok, what leg did I fall on" So far I have managed not to land on my bad leg/hip but worry about it when winter is here!
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