I have to say every time I feel a twinge in my arm or anywhere I immediately go into panic mode. It's bad. I was sitting at work today and felt a slight twinge under my left arm. I full out panicked. Tears welted up in my eyes. I can be brave and strong until a tiny pain comes along. I'll spare you the details of what I was thinking but it wasn't good.
I left for lunch. Comfort food was on the mind while terribly freaking out to my loving husband. I wish I could spare him from these moments. He is unbelievably patient and kind. He feels the pain with me but also soothes me.
There is a good part to the story. While I am shaky and quivering he is strong. I then remembered an incident from yesterday. I was being a clutz and ran right into our kitchen chair with my left arm. Must be why it hurt today. Note to self: stop running into things!!!
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